Uh Huh!!

Today, I am so proud of myself.

I did something that really shows my guts

I am so interested in a position form Academia Sinica

If I want to apply this position, I need a strong letter of recommendation.

And I have no idea whoever I am asking for

The only person I know is the director of CLS in Tzu chi

So I just pull it together and write a letter and mail her

And wish she will be willing to help me

It’s a really big deal for me. (e-mail her)

b/c at the moment I left Tzu chi, I left tons of problems

that’s the reason I am so afraid of going back

even I know the director likes me so much

I still feel so guilty that I resigned the job.

And today I am not even aware of that I have this courage to write this mail to her

But I am happy that I did

b/c even she said no, I am still happy and I conquer my fear

and I think it’s a good start for me to reconnect with her

she really took a good care of me

and it’s time for me to get to be familiar with her again

she is very nice and deserve my respect

even if she can’t help me

I am happy and I am proud

And there is like 2hours I was not thinking about you…

It’s good for me and good for you and her, I think