Uh Huh!!

i am such a loser

cos i make everything seems to be nice and perfcet but they are not

i am so fucking lonely and missing many things in taiwan

i am so sick of crying and pretending everthing will be alright before i fall asleep

yes, i cry every night since this monday

yes i am weak, i am scared, i am tired

i dont want to leave, although i really want to

there is no true friends here

and i hate that

i dont know when will i speak good english and make people knows what i am exactly thinking

or share feeling after we saw a good movie

i just listened to them

when they asked me, my responce is poo pee suck

i really want to speak english very well



and i really need my good friends around me

cos they know when i say i am strong and i am growing

they know i am pretending strong cos i dont want them to worry about me


yes i am a poo pee duck