Uh Huh!!

Everybody purchase their dreams in a certain way.

I always dream about being a successful woman since I was a child.

I guess that because of my sense of insecure.

I always think that the condition of my family is not so well.

But my mom told me, our family was getting a lot better when I was born.

She thought the reason of my insecure is because they save most of money.

When it seems not so good, actually we are damn good.

I guess I was did a good job, too, because I always said “no, I don’t want this”, when I really wanted something.

But people don’t see that part of us, all they see is that my dad is a politician, and my parents own two houses and a jewelry shop.

So what, those they worked so damn hard to earn those properties.

And you know what, we drive a used car.

We don’t eat in fancy restaurant.

We don’t carry LV purse.

So now all you can see we didn’t live in a luxury life.


Living in a luxury life is every girl wants to.

I want that, too, but some how when I am really in it, I am so unhappy and feel so shallow.

Everyone who around you has a fake face, and they treat you nice is because your father is somebody but not because of you.

They are so pretentious and unnatural. Guys have to act like gentlemen when they actually cheating outside.

Women have to be elegant but actually what they care about is their appearance and your purse is rally or fake.

I don’t hate them in person, I just feel so uncomfortable to be in it.

I don’t understand everybody try to find out the identity through the whole life.

And I don’t know why now I have to act like somebody I am not.

And they act like somebody when they are actually be totally different kind people.


When Eric asked me what I am gonna do when I go back to Taiwan, I said I don’t know. He told me he doesn’t know what he wanna do; even now he still doesn’t know.

I guess I just go with the flow. And I want to stop planning, cause no matter what I plan it changes in the
other day.
I don’t make the plan, but I will make certain kind of plans. I think it’s a better way to make life easier. And stay away from trouble.


That’s the reason I don’t like big city now.

I like a middle city in between.

I think it’s some kind of 中庸. It seems flexible.

It could be a little fun, a little dangerous, a little relax and a little lazy. Nothing is in a rush, take your time and take it easy.

That’s sexy right? I guess that the way how life should be.



I don’t have to be rich; I just want a place to live.

I don’t have to be pretty; I just want to be happy.

I don’t have to be successful; I just want to be away from trouble.



Take your time to enjoy your life.