Uh Huh!!

(Before you read this, play the music in the top of my blog)
I am thinking, what I’ve learned in Calgary in the past three months.

I got to say, I have no idea.

What the hell you think I suppose to say.

Mandy told me I’ve started talking like a Canadian.

Cause I say “et” in the end of the sentence.

“This is good et?” “You’ll be there et?”

The beautiful thing is I don’t even notice that.

I think everybody grows up unconsciously.

Compare who I am to who I was.

Of course, I am still childlike in some way

But, there is a part of me has totally changed

The idea of a good life style

The emotion of being lonely

The importance of being grateful

The enjoyment of living in an imperfect life.

I don't know

But everytime I am thinking about this "grow up" issue

I am thinking about you guys too.

cause there are so many diffculties we've been through

especially, when i sufferd the depresson



Maybe I don’t grow up, but I become more tough and independent.

And there is lots of stuff; I don’t care about it anymore

Sometimes I think,

If a person wants to be tough, he/she has to be a none emotion creature in some way

What if I want to be tough but I don’t want to be none emotion person

Being weak will be my destiny??

I have no idea at all.

For me, being myself seems to be more important than being a strong adult.

I am confused.



To my friends in Taiwan, Iris Sandy Leanne Ivy Irene Evelyn Teressa
Suddently, I miss you guys soooooo much more than words
I promise you guys I will never let you down
I will stay strong and down to earth, love you guys as much as you love me.