Uh Huh!!

(Before you read this, play the music in the top of my blog) I am thinking, what I’ve learned in Calgary in the past three months. I got to say, I have no idea. What the hell you think I suppose to say. Mandy told me I’ve started talking like a Canadian. Cause I say “et” in the end of the sentence. “This is good et?” “You’ll be there et?” The beautiful thing is I don’t even notice that. I think everybody grows up unconsciously. Compare who I am to who I was. Of course, I am still childlike in some way But, there is a part of me has totally changed The idea of a good life style The emotion of being lonely The importance of being grateful The enjoyment of living in an imperfect life. I don't know But everytime I am thinking about this "grow up" issue I am thinking about you guys too. cause there are so many diffculties we've been through especially, when i sufferd the depresson Maybe I don’t grow up, but I become more tough and independent. And there is lots of stuff; I don’t care about it anymore Sometimes I think, If a person wants to be tough, he/she has to be a none emotion creature in some way What if I want to be tough but I don’t want to be none emotion person Being weak will be my destiny?? I have no idea at all. For me, being myself seems to be more important than being a strong adult. I am confused. To my friends in Taiwan, Iris Sandy Leanne Ivy Irene Evelyn Teressa Suddently, I miss you guys soooooo much more than words I promise you guys I will never let you down I will stay strong and down to earth, love you guys as much as you love me.