Uh Huh!!

Shh!

So many feelings inside that I can’t let it out

Shh!

Just like you are going to puke but you couldn’t

and you swallow it again through your tight throat, that kinds of hurt

I am so sick of fighting and crying

How come it keeps repeating this phenomenon in my fucking life?

I blame myself, I do

I am the one who have to be responsible for all this

But how come you tell that which is right or wrong

I don’t buy it

if you ask me how it happend

i don;t know

and i just feel crapy

this feelings are gonna choke me to the death

i don't remember and i don't want to forget

i don't know how it happend

i don't know how to deal with it

it's sad, an i am upset

i am so self-indulgent to be in this sorrow crap.

Being silence is not easy at all

But I’ve got to work my ass on it for god sake

what lies really are?

LIES-Love Is Eating Soul