i am such a loser
cos i make everything seems to be nice and perfcet but they are not
i am so fucking lonely and missing many things in taiwan
i am so sick of crying and pretending everthing will be alright before i fall asleep
yes, i cry every night since this monday
yes i am weak, i am scared, i am tired
i dont want to leave, although i really want to
there is no true friends here
and i hate that
i dont know when will i speak good english and make people knows what i am exactly thinking
or share feeling after we saw a good movie
i just listened to them
when they asked me, my responce is poo pee suck
i really want to speak english very well
and i really need my good friends around me
cos they know when i say i am strong and i am growing
they know i am pretending strong cos i dont want them to worry about me
yes i am a poo pee duck
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你去好幾天加拿大都沒跟你媽說你過的怎樣 她非常擔心 還有表姐要回台灣你怎麼都沒說??? 不管發生什麼事都要說 不然大家都很擔心你
Dear Duck dont think too much really when does your class begin? Maybe, after you start a school life, you would be in a better mood. It's normal to be homesick, I just wanna to tell you that you can do it. Trying to experience as much as you can because you are the first one of us to go studying aboard. ps: The kid is god damn cute. May I have the pic?